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1 9 5 2 年 医 学 发 展 突 飞 猛 进
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到 1 9 6 7 年 预 期 寿 命 已 超 过 百 岁
我叫凯茜·H My name is Kathy H.
今年二十八岁 I'm 28 years old.
我做看护已经九年了 I've been a carer for nine years.
我做得很出色 And I'm good at my job.
我看护的病人的表现总好于预期 My patients always do better than expected
极少有人被归为情绪不稳 and are hardly ever classified as agitated,
即使他们马上要捐献器官了 even if they're about to make a donation.
我并非自吹自擂 I'm not trying to boast,
我很为我们所做的事而骄傲 but I feel a great sense of pride in what we do.
看护和捐献者贡献良多 Carers and donors have achieved so much,
但我们不是机器 that said, we aren't machines.
最终你只感到精疲力尽 In the end, it wears you down.
大概这就是为什么 I suppose that's why I now
我很少展望未来 spend most of my time not looking forwards
而总是回首过往 but looking back,
回忆在农舍小屋和黑尔舍姆时 to The Cottages and Hailsham,
发生在我们身上的往事 and what happened to us there.
我 Me,
汤米 Tommy,
和露丝 and Ruth.
1978年 黑尔舍姆
当我们散落在天涯 When we are scattered afar and asunder
今日共歌之人各奔东西 Parted are those who are singing today
当我们蓦然回首 不禁忆起 When we look back and forgetfully wonder
学习玩耍时的模样 What we were like in our learning and play
美好时光将拉近彼此的距离 Oh, the great days will bring distance enchanted
阳光雨露下的清新岁月 Days of fresh air in the rain and the sun
我们嬉戏游耍 兴高采烈 How we rejoiced as we struggled and panted
梦境的回声中 黑尔舍姆永存 Echoes of dreamland, Hailsham lives on
同学们早上好 Good morning, students.
艾米莉小姐早上好 Good morning, Miss Emily.
我最近得知 It has come to my attention
有三支吸过的烟头被发现 that three burned cigarettes were discovered,
藏在花园一个花钵的后面 hidden behind a pot in the flower garden.
我知道 学生偶尔看见过 I know that on occasion students have seen
一些杂工和邮递员吸烟 some of the caretakers and deliverymen smoking cigarettes,
但我要再次强调 but I must emphasize, once again,
相比其他人 that it is much, much worse
黑尔舍姆的学生吸烟要恶劣得多 for a student of Hailsham to smoke cigarettes than anyone else.
黑尔舍姆的学生很特别 Students of Hailsham are special.
保持自己的身心健康 Keeping yourselves well, keeping yourselves healthy inside,
是你们的最高要务 is of paramount importance.
听清楚了吗 Have I made myself clear?
是 艾米莉小姐 Yes, Miss Emily.
我想有一天 我要有五匹马 I think, one day, I'd like five horses.
它们的名字我还没全部想好 I don't know all their names,
但我知道要五匹 but I know I'd like five horses.
最棒的那匹叫迅雷 The best would be Thunder.
骑它很危险 所以你骑不了它 He'd be dangerous to ride, so you can't ride him.
你可以骑 You can ride
黑莓木 Bramble.
只要你别用短马鞭 Just so long as you don't use your crop on him.
真漂亮 That's pretty.
送给你 You have it.
看那边 和艾米莉小姐在一起的是谁 Look. Who's that with Miss Emily?
你觉得会是新来的学监吗 Do you think it's the new guardian?
露茜小姐 Miss Lucy.
我觉着肯定是她 I think it must be.
我们这儿很久没来新学监了 We haven't had a new guardian for ages.
亚瑟 亚瑟 Arthur! Arthur!
接住球 汤米 Catch it, Tommy.
汤米为什么不去捡球 Why didn't Tommy get the ball?
您说什么 露茜小姐 Excuse me, Miss Lucy?
汤米为什么不去捡球 Why didn't Tommy get the ball?
球只跃过了栅栏 When it bounced over the fence,
离他又不远 it couldn't have been far from him.
栅栏是黑尔舍姆操场的边界 The fence is the boundary of the Hailsham grounds.
我们不能越界 露茜小姐 We don't go outside the boundary, Miss Lucy.
那边太危险了 It's too dangerous.
危险 Dangerous?
以前有个男孩跟他的伙伴们大吵了一架 There was once a boy who had a big row with all his friends
然后他跑到了边界外边 and then ran off beyond the boundary.
两天后 他们在树林里找到了他 They found him, two days later, in the woods,
被绑在树上 tied to a tree.
手脚都被砍掉了 With his hands and feet cut off.
死了 Dead.
还有一个女孩翻过了 And there was the girl who climbed over the fence,
正门旁的栅栏 by the front gate.
等她想回来时 她不被准许进来 And when she tried to get back, she wasn't allowed.
她最后就在大门旁边饿死了 And then she starved. Out there. Right by the gates.
谁给你们讲的这些故事 Who told you these stories?
尽人皆知 Everybody knows them.
你怎么知道故事是真的呢 And how do you know they're true?
它们当然是真的 Of course they're true.
谁会编造这么恐怖的故事呢 Who'd make up stories as horrible as that?
汤米 你在做什么 Tommy, what are you doing?
这到底是什么 What is it, exactly?
我觉得肯定是条狗 I think it must be a dog.
这是狗吗 汤米 Is it a dog, Tommy?
肯定不是狗 它眼睛太小了 It can't be a dog. Its eyes are too small.
我觉得它肯定是只老鼠 I think it must be a kind of rat.
对的 就是老鼠 汤米画了一只老鼠 Yes, that's it. Tommy's drawn a rat.
我还没画完 It's not finished yet.
没错 你还没画它的胡须呢 That's right. You haven't finished the whiskers.
你说汤米的老鼠会不会被选送到画廊呢 Do you think Tommy's rat will be selected for The Gallery?
这不是老鼠 It's not a rat.
是大象 It's an elephant.
孩子们 归座继续画 Children, back to work.
他穿那件衬衫了 他最喜欢的马球衫 He's got his shirt on. His favorite polo shirt.
他完全没有察觉到 He really doesn't suspect a thing.
看来没有人想和你玩 汤米 Looks like no one wants you, Tommy.
他在干什么 What's he doing?
是他自找的 It's his own fault.
如果他能学会冷静 别人就不会惹他了 If he learnt to keep his cool, they'd leave him alone.
我恨你们 我恨你们所有人 I hate you! I hate you all!
凯茜 别 别过去 Kath... No, don't!
你不该... You shouldn't have...
凯茜·H Kathy H.
这是怎么搞的 What's this from?
我不记得了 I don't remember.
医生 Doctor?
没事 只是一点擦伤 It's nothing. Just a bruise.
你好 Hello.
我叫凯茜 凯茜·H Kathy. Kathy H.
好的 凯茜·H Of course. Kathy H.
进来吧 Come in.
我能帮你做什么吗 So what can I do for you?
我想知道您之前在操场上 I was wondering what you said to Tommy.
对汤米说了些什么 Out on the playing fields.
我明白了 I see. Oh.
我说了些什么呢 So what did I say?
我只是想让他冷静下来 I believe I was trying to calm him down.
他看起来很沮丧 Because he seemed upset.
他说他总是在体育和美术上被取笑 He explained he was often teased about sport and art,
我就跟他说不要为这种事生气 so I told him he shouldn't get upset about these things.
其他人就是想嘲笑他 等着看他这样 The other children are only teasing him to get a reaction.
如果他恰好 And if it happens that
不很擅长体育和美术 he's not particularly good at sport or art,
那也没关系 well, that doesn't matter.
这些都不那么重要 It's not so important.
谢谢您 Thank you.
凯茜 Kathy.
你不和女孩子们坐在一起吗 Aren't you sitting with the girls?
我考虑过 Well, I just checked
然后决定不和她们坐一起 and I'm pretty sure I'm not sitting with the girls.
我要跟你坐一块儿 I'm sitting with you.
我之前想说 I wanted to say
对不起 I'm sorry.
我不是有意要打你 I didn't mean to hit you.
我不想打任何女孩 I mean, I wouldn't want to hit any girl.
尤其是你 But particularly not you.
那只是个意外而已 Well, it was an accident, that's all.
汤米 把蔬菜吃完 Tommy, finish those vegetables.
我再不会那样轻易动怒了 I'm not gonna get angry like that anymore.
是因为露茜小姐说的创造力方面的话吗 Because of what Miss Lucy told you, about being creative?
你怎么知道的 How do you know about that?
我消息很灵通的 I'm nosey.
她不会真的认为 She can't actually mean that
创造力不重要吧 being creative isn't important, can she?
我是说 那画廊怎么解释呢 I mean, what about The Gallery?
如果创造力不重要 If being creative isn't important,
何必设个画廊呢 then why have a gallery at all?
我不知道 I don't know.
托起她的背 可以用枕头辅助 by arching her back, or perhaps with the aid of a pillow,
女性就可以摆好自己 the woman can arrange herself...
微笑 Smile
早上好 女士 Good morning, ma'am.
早上好 Good morning.
您要点什么 Can I help you?
我想要一杯茶 加糖加牛奶 I wanted one tea, with milk and sugar in it.
一杯茶 好的 One tea. Right.
汤米 Tommy.
一杯茶加糖加牛奶 谢谢 Oh! One tea with milk and sugar in it, please.
不是这样 汤米 No, Tommy.
我想听你自己点 I want to hear your own order.
不要简单地重复你刚听到的 Don't simply repeat the one you've just heard.
咖啡馆里还有什么 What other drinks do they serve in cafes?
白开水 Water.
咖啡 Coffee.
那么 So, then.
那么 So, then,
请来一杯咖啡 加牛奶加糖 one coffee, please, with milk and sugar in it.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我猜劳拉喜欢亚瑟 I think Laura likes Arthur.
所有女孩都喜欢亚瑟 不是吗 All the girls like Arthur, don't they?
也许吧 Maybe.
我不信你也喜欢他 I'm not sure you do.
他不是我喜欢的类型 He's not my type.
我觉得劳拉和亚瑟 I think Laura and Arthur
会是我们年级里最先发生性关系的一对 will be the first in our year to have sex
因为如果亚瑟想做 劳拉不会拒绝 because, if Arthur wants to, Laura wouldn't stop him.
我很赞同 I'm sure you're right.
汤米变了 Tommy's changed.
怎么个变法 Changed how?
反正就是变了 Just changed.
仅此而已 That's all.
玛德琳·凯恩的这张如何 What about this one by Madeleine Kane?
我认为这幅画不仅展现了绘画技巧 I think it shows more than technical ability.
还展现了这孩子的内心世界 It gives a real insight into the child,
这正是玛丽·克劳德的画廊所寻求的 which is precisely what Marie- Claude wants for The Gallery.
是 我同意 Yes, I agree.
将这两张画放一块儿 Put these two together.
夫人要来了 Madame is coming.
黑尔舍姆校舍
同学们早上好 Good morning, students.
艾米莉小姐早上好 Good morning, Miss Emily.
今天有几项公告 There are several points of order today.
首先是我们的好朋友 The first is that our good friend,
玛丽·克劳德夫人来看望我们了 Madame Marie- Claude, is visiting us.
如同往常 She will, as usual,
她会仔细地检查你们的美术作品和诗歌 be carefully inspecting your artwork and poetry
为她的画廊挑选最好的作品 and selecting the very best pieces for inclusion in her Gallery.
当然 我们要对她礼貌有加 We will, of course, extend to her every courtesy
使她感到宾至如归 and make her feel most welcome.
第二项公告 Second point of order,
对于所有辛勤地收集代币 a piece of good news for all students
的同学而言是个好消息 who have been diligent in collecting tokens.
明天放学后会有大卖场 After studies tomorrow, there will be a sale.
送货人明天一早就到 The delivery will arrive in the morning,
货车司机向我保证说 and I was assured by the van driver
货品可是琳琅满目呢 that the boxes will contain a bumper crop.
真的种类繁多吗 Is it really a bumper crop?
是的 宝贝 琳琅满目 I should say so. Yeah, sweetheart. It's a bumper crop.
你不打算买吗 Aren't you buying?
如果你的代币花完了 If you've already spent all your tokens,
你可以用我的 you can have some of mine.
我还有 I have tokens.
我只想等人潮散去 I was just gonna wait till the rush died down.
我相信会有些好东西留下来的 I'm sure there'll be something good left.
你怎么了 凯茜 What's the matter, Kath?
不管怎样 Well, anyway,
即使你都不喜欢也没有关系 it doesn't matter if you can't find anything in the sale
因为我为你找到了一样好东西 because I already found you something.
朱迪 布莱吉沃特 暗夜之声
一盒磁带 A music tape.
我也不清楚 到底好不好听 I don't know much about it, if it's much good or anything.
谢谢你 Thank you.
亲爱的 Darling
抱紧我 Hold me
永远 And never
永远 Never
别让我走 Let me go
亲爱的 Darling
亲吻我 Kiss me
永远 And never
永远 Never
别让我走 Let me go
问题是 The problem is
你们既知道也不知道 you've been told and not told.
这是我来这儿之后的感受 That's what I've seen while I've been here.
他们说过 You've been told
但是你们没一个人真的明白 but none of you really understand.
所以我决定 So I've decided
用一种你们能明白的方式说清楚 I'll talk to you in a way that you will understand.
你们知道孩子长大后会怎么样吗 Do you know what happens to children when they grow up?
不 你们不知道 因为谁也不知道 No, you don't, because nobody knows.
他们可能长大成为演员 They might grow up to become actors,
移居美国 move to America,
也可能去超市上班 or they might work in supermarkets,
或者进学校教书 or teach in schools.
他们也许会成为运动员 They might become sportsmen
交车售票员 或是赛车手 or bus conductors or racing car drivers.
他们几乎可以从事任何职业 They might do almost anything.
但是你们的命运是注定的 But with you we do know.
你们当中没有人能去美国 None of you will go to America.
没有人能去超市上班 None of you will work in supermarkets.
你们只能按照 None of you will do anything except live the life
已经被安排好的进程生活 that has already been set out for you.
你们会成年 You will become adults,
但之后会很短暂 but only briefly.
在衰老之前 Before you are old,
甚至在步入中年之前 before you are even middle- aged,
你们就会开始捐献主要器官 you will start to donate your vital organs.
你们就是因此被造出来的 That's what you were created to do.
大约在第三次或第四次捐献后 And sometime around your third or fourth donation,
你们短暂的生命就终结了 your short life will be complete.
你们要了解自己的真相 You have to know who you are and what you are.
只有这样你才能正确地活下去 It's the only way you'll lead decent lives.
今早只有一项公告 There will be only one announcement this morning,
四年级的学监 which is that Miss Lucy,
露茜小姐 who was guardian to the fourth- year students,
不再继续为黑尔舍姆工作 is no longer working at Hailsham.
我们会找新人来补她的空缺 A replacement will be found for her,
在此期间 and in the meantime
她的班级由我和杰拉丁小姐负责 her classes will be divided between Miss Geraldine and myself.
这很艰难 不是吗 It is hard, is it not,
面对蓄意颠覆而毅然坚持下去 to continue in the face of deliberate subversion.
很显然 有人试图阻挠我们 There are those who seek to thwart us, this is clear.
众所周知 And we are aware that
大多数人的思想与高瞻远瞩相悖 the tide is not with forward thinking.
从未一致过 It never is.
从未 他们固步自封 抱残守缺 No, the tide is with the entrenched mindset,
坚守着未经证实的价值观 with values that are still unexamined.
但我不会妥协 But I will not be coerced.
我不会妥协 I will not be coerced.
黑尔舍姆也不会 And neither will Hailsham.
我不明白为何露丝曾多番取笑汤米 I didn't understand why, after all her teasing,
最后却认定他就是自己最喜欢的男孩 Ruth would decide that Tommy was the boy she liked most of all.
有人说女孩总是对喜欢的男孩百般刁难 They say girls are always mean to the boys they like.
所以露丝也许一直以来都喜欢他 So maybe Ruth had liked him all along.
也许我也该取笑他的 Maybe I should have teased him, too.
我一直希望他们能分手 I kept hoping they would separate,
就像学校里其他青梅竹马的情侣一样 like the other childhood and teenage romances at the school.
他们从未分手 They never did.
1985年 农舍小屋
十八岁时 我们离开了黑尔舍姆 We were moved from Hailsham at 18
被送往全国各地的住宿中心 and sent to various accommodations around the country,
慢慢成直长到可以开始捐献器官 to wait until we were old enough to start the donations.
汤米 露丝和我 Tommy, Ruth and I
被送到一个叫做农舍小屋的农家庄园 were sent to a collection of farm buildings called The Cottages.
在那里 我们被告知 During our stay there, we were told
我们中的一些人可以志愿成为看护 that some of us would be permitted to volunteer as carers.
此外 我们基本上被允许自由活动 But, apart from that, we'd be left largely to our own devices
甚至是赴周围的村野 and even allowed to take day trips
进行一日游 into the surrounding countryside.
在农舍小屋 我们第一次接触到 The Cottages were also our first contact
在黑尔舍姆以外的地方长大的人 with those who had not grown up at Hailsham.
他们来自白色宅邸 There were people from White Mansion,
奥克希尔和晨谷 Oakhill, Morningdale
以及其他我没听过的地方 and other homes I'd never heard of.
每个人看起来都比我们更聪明更世故 Everyone seemed wiser and more worldly than us.
尤其是罗德尼和克里希 None more so than Rodney and Chrissie.
他们已经在农舍小屋住了一年多 They'd already been at The Cottages for over a year
而且很快会去终结中心 and would soon be leaving for the completion centers.
里基吗 我不懂你在说什么 Ricky? I don't know what you're talking about.
让我来告诉你 Oh, I can help you out there.
他说的是那个蓝瞳 He's talking about blue eyes,
金发 笑起来有酒窝的人 blond hair, cute dimples when he smiles.
他有可以徒手掰开核桃的强健肌肉 And biceps that could crack walnuts.
珍妮弗 现实点 Jennifer, get real,
我看见你和他一起了 I saw you with him.
珍和里基坐在树上 接吻呢 Jen and Ricky sitting in a tree, K- I- S- S- I- N- G.
简直一派胡言 That is so not true.
我们不是在树上 We weren't in a tree.
你要去哪儿 Where're you heading?
我想出去走走 I thought I'd go for a walk.
这不意味着你想独自走走吧 Does that mean you want to be alone?
我没说过我想申请做看护 I'm not even saying that I'll apply to be a carer.
只是有人说我会很适合做 Just that several people have said that I'd be good at it.
但劳拉却四处跟人说 But then Laura went around telling everyone
我说过我最有可能被选中做看护 that I'd been saying I was the most likely to get selected.
简直一派胡言 That's so not true.
一派胡言 So not true.
谢谢 Thank you.
我再多拿些盘子 I'm getting more plates.
还有剩吗 Is there anything left for us?
不知道 I don't know.
也许没了 Perhaps not.
露丝 你为什么那么做 Ruth, why do you do that thing?
揉汤米的肩膀 Squeezing Tommy's shoulder.
我可以和汤米有肢体接触吧 I'm allowed to touch Tommy, aren't I?
是你接触他的那种方式 It's the way you're touching him.
你懂我的意思 You know what I mean.
那是从那个电视节目学来的 It's copied from that television show.
那简直一派胡... That's so not...
别告诉我"那简直一派胡言" Don't tell me "That's so not true."
所有那些举动 All that behavior,
现实生活中人们不那么做 that's not what people do out there, in real life,
如果这是你那时所想的话 if that's what you were thinking.
那又如何 没什么大不了 So what? Look, it's no big deal.
我们很多人那么做 A lot of us do it.
你是说克里希和罗德那么做吧 What you mean is Chrissie and Rod do it.
凯茜 Oh, Kathy.
原来是这么回事啊 So that's what this is about.
你周围都是情侣 你肯定感觉糟透了 It must be really awful for you, surrounded by all these couples.
我从未那么说 我只是觉得这很愚蠢 I never said that. I just think it's daft.
你学他们 他们学电视节目 You copy them, and they copy from a television show.
我说对了 是吧 I'm right, aren't I?
你不乐意接受这个事实 You don't like the fact that
汤米和我是克里希和罗德的朋友 Tommy and I are friends with Chrissie and Rod,
而你却很少和别人讲话 whereas you hardly speak to anyone.
不 你错了 No. You're not right.
"一派胡言"吗[调侃那个新说法] "So" Not right?
谢谢你 凯弗斯先生 Thank you, Mr. Keffers.
你好 汤米 Hello, Tommy.
你好 凯茜 Hello, Kath.
别光站在门口 进来一起看吧 Well, don't just hover in the doorway. Come in. Join the fun.
不知道你竟喜欢看那些东西 Didn't know you liked that sort of stuff.
我看完就给你看 You're very welcome to them after I've finished.
不了 就是些关于性的东西 Oh, no, it's just sex stuff.
而且我应该全看过了 I expect I've seen them all already anyway.
凯茜 你在找什么 Kathy, what are you looking for?
什么意思 我就是看看色情图片 What do you mean? I'm just looking at dirty pictures.
就为寻求刺激吗 What, just for kicks?
我就猜你会那么说 没错 I suppose you could say that, yes.
如果只为寻乐 那你不该翻那么快 If it's just for kicks, then you don't do it like that.
你得把每张图都看得更仔细些 You need to look at each picture more carefully.
你翻那么快没什么用的 Nothing really happens if you go that fast.
你怎么知道什么会对女孩子奏效 How do you know what works for girls?
凯茜 你不是在寻找刺激 Kath, you're not looking for kicks.
给 把它给露丝 看看对她有没有效 Here, give it to Ruth. See if it does anything for her.
我想你听罗德和克里希说过了 I suppose you've heard what Rod and Chrissie have been saying.
没有 No, I haven't.
罗德和克里希 Well, you know that Rod and Chrissie
一直想申请做看护 have been thinking of applying to be carers,
所以他们在学开车 so they've been learning how to drive.
是 Yeah.
上周末 他们去了诺福克海岸的一座小镇 Well, last weekend, they went up to a town on the Norfolk coast,
他们看见一个人 and they think they saw this person.
什么样的人 What kind of person?
一位女士 A lady...
在办公室工作 working in an office.
并且 And...
怎么了 露丝 What is it, Ruth?
他们觉得这个人可能是我的原型 But they thought this person was a Possible. For me.
他们找到了你的原型了吗 They found your Original?
显然 他们不能肯定 They aren't sure, obviously,
但罗德尼说相似度惊人 but Rodney said that the resemblance was really striking.
- 天哪 - 是啊 - Oh, my God. - I know.
露丝 Ruth!
他们想带我回那里 让我亲自看看 They want to drive me back up there so that I can see for myself.
汤米会一起去 但 Tommy will come, but...
你想让我一起去吗 Do you want me to come?
露丝 当然没问题 Ruth, of course.
你们对外面有多了解 So, exactly how much experience have you guys had with the outside?
很多次了 Quite a lot.
不 一次也没有 No, we haven't.
我们在黑尔舍姆时做过很多角色扮演 We did a lot of role- playing exercises at Hailsham.
那不算 They don't count.
好吧 别害怕 Okay. Well, don't feel scared.
其实真没什么好怕的 Okay? There's really... There's nothing to it.
我们没有害怕 We aren't scared.
很好 Good.
我要香肠 鸡蛋和薯条 I'll get sausage, egg and chips.
香肠 鸡蛋和薯条 谢谢 Sausage, egg and chips, please.
香肠 鸡蛋和薯条 Yes, sausage, egg and chips.
请给我也来香肠 鸡蛋和薯条 Sausage, egg and chips, me, too, please.
这样的话我最好也要香肠 鸡蛋和薯条吧 Well, I suppose I'd better get sausage, egg and chips, too, then.
五份香肠 鸡蛋和薯条 喝点什么 Five sausage, egg and chips. Drinks?
请来五杯可乐 Five Cokes, please.
那很好 那真的很好 It was good. It was really good.
- 什么 - 不好意思 - What? - Sorry.
有件事情我一直 You know, there's something I've been
很想和你们聊聊 wanting to talk to you lot about.
问题是在农舍小屋根本不可能 The problem is that back there at The Cottages it's impossible.
总是隔墙有耳 Someone's always listening in.
是这样 So...
有人说以前有些黑尔舍姆的学生 someone was saying that some Hailsham students in the past
设法得到了延期 have managed to get a deferral.
据说这些黑尔舍姆的学生可以 Apparently those Hailsham students
把他们的首次捐献时间推迟三到四年 could have their first donation put back by three or even four years.
只要他们满足条件 As long as they qualified.
如果有一男一女 If there was a boy and a girl,
他们相爱了 and they were in love with each other,
真正地相爱了 并且他们能证明 really properly in love, and they could prove it,
这样他们被允许 then they would be given a few years together
在捐献前再相处几年 before they began their donations.
你从哪儿听来的 Where did you hear about this?
当我们还在白色宅邸时 When we were at White Mansion.
那里的人总是谈论黑尔舍姆的那对情侣 People there were always going on about this Hailsham couple.
一个男生距离首次捐献仅剩几周时 When the guy was only a few weeks from donation,
他去拜访了一个人 he just went to see someone.
他提出了申请 然后就顺着办成了 He applied, and everything got sorted out.
我以为你们肯定知道这种事情 I suppose you lot would know about that sort of thing.
你们来自黑尔舍姆 Being from Hailsham,
应该知道这是怎么回事 you'd know how that sort of thing works.
这种事该找谁呢 Who is it you go to?
如果我们想申请的话该去跟谁说呢 Who would we talk to if we wanted to apply?
老实说 我不知道你们在说什么 To be honest, I don't know what you're talking about.
拜托 Come on.
你觉我们会信你的话吗 Do you expect us to believe that?
大家都知道黑尔舍姆很特殊 Everybody knows Hailsham is special.
究竟怎么回事 So what is it?
为什么不告诉我们 Why keep these things to yourself?
在黑尔舍姆有很多传说 There were lots of stories at Hailsham.
我想最后大部分都被证明是假的 I don't think many of them turned out to be true.
摄政王餐饮咖啡店
应该就是这儿 It may be down here.
是 Yeah.
就是那里 That's it.
天哪 肯定是她 God, it must be her.
是 就是她 Yeah, that's her.
不是她 It's not her.
- 我不是她 - 不 你不是 - I'm not her. - No, you're not.
不过看着很像 It was really close, though.
闭嘴 汤米 Oh, shut up, Tommy!
不像 根本不像 It wasn't close. It wasn't close at all.
在我们来之前我就知道不会是她 And I knew it wasn't gonna be her before we even got here!
不可能是她 It was never gonna be her.
他们从不会让她那样的人成为原型 They never, ever model us on people like that woman.
- 露丝 别说了 - 怎么了 - Ruth, don't. - What?
我们都心知肚明 只是嘴上不说而已 We all know it, we just never say it.
我们都克隆自低贱的人 We are modeled on trash.
吸毒者 妓女 酒鬼 乞丐 Junkies, prostitutes, winos, tramps.
也许囚犯也行 只要他们不是精神病 Convicts, maybe, as long as they aren't psychos.
如果你想找原型 想找得有效 If you want to look for Possibles, if you want to do it properly,
就去贫民窟找吧 look in the gutter.
我们就是从那儿来的 That's where we came from.
我们该回去了 We should go back.
别告诉我要冷静 Don't tell me to calm down!
你下了码头 把我一个人留在那里 You walked down the pier and you left me there.
你知道我当时非常失落 You knew I was well upset.
克里希和罗德对 Chrissie and Rod are
那个传言很着迷 是吧 pretty obsessed about this rumor, aren't they?
- 关于那个延期吗 - 对 - About the deferrals? - Mmm.
昨晚我又想了一下 I was thinking about it again last night,
如果这个传言是真的 and if this rumor's true
这就解释了很多事情 it might explain a few things.
比如说 Such as?
比如画廊 the Gallery, for instance.
我们从未理解画廊的实质 We never got to the bottom of it, what The Gallery was for.
图画 诗歌 雕塑 Pictures, poetry and sculpture.
展示你的自我 Say something about yourself.
这是艺术之所在 不是吗 That's the whole point about art, isn't it?
它表达了你的内在 揭示了你的灵魂 It says what's inside of you. It reveals your soul.
对 所以呢 Yeah. So?
假设这个传言是真的 Suppose for a second that the rumor is true.
如果黑尔舍姆的学生恋爱了 That there is a special arrangement for Hailsham students,
会有特殊的安排 if they're in love.
那么就必然会有种方法 Well, there would have to be some kind of way
判定这对恋人说的是真话 to decide if couples are telling the truth
还是为了延期时间而撒慌 and not just lying to put off their donations.
这就是画廊的意义所在 That's what The Gallery could be for.
画廊里有他们想知道的关于我们的一切 In The Gallery they have everything about us they need to know.
所以如果我们说我们恋爱了 So if we say that we're in love,
他们就能看到我们的灵魂 得到答案 they can look into our souls and they can see.
他们会知道是真心相爱或只是个谎言 They'll know if it's real love or if it's just a lie.
这是个奇怪的想法 汤米 That's a strange idea, Tommy.
什么 What?
不 不 我不认为这有什么奇怪的 No, no. I don't think that's any stranger than any other idea.
露茜小姐不是说 And didn't Miss Lucy say that
为画廊作画不重要吗 making art for The Gallery wasn't even important?
是的 Yes.
但看看她的下场 But look what happened to her.
你是不是想申请 Are you thinking of applying?
你跟露丝一对 With Ruth?
不是 No.
那不会成的 It wouldn't work.
为什么 Why?
因为 Because...
你忘了 you forget that
那时你的很多画作进了画廊 you got lots of stuff into The Gallery over the years,
如果我申请的话他们没什么东西可看的 and if I applied they wouldn't have anything to go on.
都只是些传言和纸上空谈 It's all just rumors and theories.
是啊 我知道 Yeah, I know.
汤米 Tommy.
吻我 Kiss me.
永远 And never
永远 Never
别让我走 Let me go
紧锁我的心房 Lock my heart
丢开钥匙 Throw away the key
感觉我的爱 Feel my love
我知道你想什么 凯茜 I know what you think, Kathy.
我知道你认为你和汤米 I know you think that you and Tommy
会是更天造地设的一对 would have made a more natural couple,
并且你相信可能有一天 and you believe that there's a chance
汤米和我会分手 that Tommy and I will split up some day.
当我们分手之时 And when we do,
或许就是你和汤米在一起之际 perhaps that will be your chance with Tommy.
这次有机会把事情纠正过来 Chance to do it right this time.
但是凯茜 情况是 But you see, the thing is, Kathy,
尽管汤米很喜欢和你做朋友 although Tommy really likes you as a friend,
但他对你没那个意思 he just doesn't see you that way.
他告诉了我那些色情杂志的事 He told me about the porno magazines.
我们笑了好久 We had quite a laugh about it.
他不明白你那时在干什么 He doesn't understand what you were doing.
但我懂 But I did.
我说了再有五分钟就好 I said I'll just be five minutes.
我想成为看护 I want to be a carer.
我是该向你申请吗 It's you who I apply to, isn't it?
是 Yeah.
我说我要申请 I said that I'm applying.
明天我把申请表带来 I'll bring the forms tomorrow,
那是整个程序的开始 and that'll start the process.
当露丝和汤米确实分开时 By the time Ruth and Tommy actually did separate,
我的看护训练已经开始了 my carer training had already begun.
所以我很少住在农舍小屋 So I was hardly ever at The Cottages.
我万万没想到 It had never occurred to me
我们如此紧密交织的生命 that our lives, which had been so closely interwoven,
会这么迅速地分开 could unravel with such speed.
如若我早知道 If I'd known,
也许我会更珍惜他们 maybe I'd have kept tighter hold of them
不会让暗潮将我们分开 and not let unseen tides pull us apart.
1994年 终结
我开始看护那些捐献者后 Once I began working with my donors,
就没有太多时间想汤米或露丝 I didn't have much time to dwell on Tommy or Ruth.
最终 这么多年过去了 Eventually, so many years had passed
我总觉得我再也不会见到他们了 I came to think I would never see them again.
很多看护认为他们就是走走过场 Many carers find themselves just going through the motions,
等着他们停止看护成为捐献者的那天 waiting for the day that they can stop and become donors.
但在很大程度上 做一名看护很适合我 But for the most part, being a carer has suited me fine.
我很享受游走于全国各地 I quite enjoy traveling across the country,
穿梭于各个中心和医院之间 shuttling from center to center, hospital to hospital.
给你 Here you are.
黑巧克力 Dark chocolate.
你不知道我跑了多少商店才找到的 If you knew how many shops I had to go to before I found those.
我想我在手术前是不许吃东西的 I thought I wasn't allowed to eat so soon before the operation.
对 你不能吃 但我可以 Oh, you're not. But I am.
手术之后 And after the operation,
你可以狼吞虎咽地一口气吃完整包 you can wolf down the whole packet in one go.
对我来说 做一名看护真正的挑战是 For me, the real test of being a carer
捐献者比预期更早地终结 is when a donor completes earlier than expected.
第二甚至第一次捐献时就终结 On the second or even first donation.
我能跟你说两句吗 Can I just have a quick word?
好的 Okay.
我在想今天谁来照看汉娜 I was wondering who'd be working on Hannah today.
我永远不会对终结这种事免疫 I'd never say I've become immune to the completions.
但这是我必须要接受的事情 But they are something I am able to live with.
你是汉娜的看护吗 You're Hannah's carer, aren't you?
- 汉娜的看护吗 - 是 - Hannah's carer? - Yes.
很遗憾 总是很难说出口 她终结了 I'm sorry, it's always hard, but there were complications.
你需要我签字吗 You need me to sign the release?
请 Please.
你现在就走吗 Are you going to leave now?
我们很乐意今晚给你张床睡 We can quite easily provide you with a bed tonight
如果你车程很长的话 if you've got a long drive.
我两个小时就能到家 I can be back home in under two hours.
在家醒来总是更好 对吧 It's always better to wake at home, isn't it?
她是你认识的人吗 Is that someone you know?
对 Yeah.
事实上 我们一起长大的 Actually, we grew up together.
她怎么样了 How is she?
你们很亲近吗 Were you close?
我们快十年没见了 We haven't seen each other now for almost 10 years.
露丝当前的身体状况 Well, Ruth isn't as strong as we would hope,
比我们预期的要差 at this stage.
她完成了两次捐献 She's done two donations.
是 She has.
你觉得她第三次会终结吗 You think she'll complete on the third?
我认为她想终结 I think she wants to complete.
你也知道 And, as you know,
通常谁想终结 就真的终结了 when they want to complete, they usually do.
凯茜 Kathy.
这些年我一直在打听你的消息 I've been keeping tabs on you over the years.
还有汤米 And Tommy, too.
他有什么消息吗 What do you hear about Tommy?
他也做完两次捐献了 That he's done his second donation, too,
情况不错 and apparently he's doing very well on it.
很明显比很多 Apparently he's in better shape
捐献一次的人体质还好 than some after their first donation.
好个汤米 我一点也不吃惊 Good old Tommy. I'm not surprised.
那你见了我吃惊吗 Are you surprised at me?
我看着很憔悴吧 凯茜 I expect I look a bit broken, Kath.
无所谓 It's okay.
反正做完第三次捐献我也不想活了 I don't think I'd want to survive my third donation, anyway.
你听说了吧 You hear things, don't you?
听说什么 What kind of things?
也许做完四次捐献之后 Oh, you know. How, maybe, after the fourth donation,
即使你已经在医学上被判定为终结了 even if you've technically completed,
(医学上的死亡通常指脑干死亡 但此时人可能还有意识有心跳 还能呼吸)
但你可能还有些意识 you're still conscious in some sort of way.
你会发现 And then you find out that
还要继续捐献很多器官 there are more donations, plenty of them.
再没有康复中心和看护了 No more recovery centers. No more carers.
只能静静地等死 Just watching and waiting.
直到他们把你的呼吸机拔了 Till they switch you off.
我可不想那样 I don't think I fancy that.
都快天黑了吧 Is it the end of the day already?
知道吗 还挺可笑的 Do you know, it's funny,
我这几个月几乎每天都在想你 I think I've thought about you every day for the last few months.
希望能再见你一面 Hoping I'd see you again.
我特别确信一定会再见 Do you know, I felt sure that I would.
觉得我终结之前 Seemed impossible that
不可能不见你最后一面 I'd complete without seeing you one last time.
这不是最后一面 露丝 It's not the last time, Ruth.
他们给我提供了个床位 They offered me a bed.
今晚我会一直在这儿陪着你的 I was planning on staying the night anyway.
是吗 Well.
我就知道你是个特别称职的看护 I always knew you'd be a good carer.
被你看护的捐献者真幸运 Your donors are very lucky.
我昨天整晚没睡 Look, I was lying awake last night
突然想和你一起去旅行 and I suddenly had an idea that we'd take a trip together.
去哪儿 Where to?
去哪儿没想过 就是一起出去玩玩 I hadn't much thought of where, just a trip.
不过 Although
我心里有个地方 a place did spring to mind.
同院的一名男生曾提到过 One of the boys on the other floor was talking about it.
在康辉园康复中心附近 It's near the Kingsfield Recovery Center.
是那艘船吗 废弃在沙滩上的那个 Is it the boat? The one left on the beach?
你也听说了啊 You've heard about it, too?
是 听在那儿工作过的看护说的 I heard. One of the carers who worked there.
那你觉得 And do you suppose,
既然大老远开车过去 if we're driving all that way,
要不顺道看看汤米 that we could call in on Tommy?
说了一直密切关注你们嘛 Told you I'd been keeping tabs on you.
你见过他吗 Have you seen him?
离开农舍小屋后就没见过了 No, not since The Cottages.
我也没有 No, neither have I.
怎么找他 How will we find him?
他的看护说他会在外面等着 His carer said he'd be waiting outside.
看 他在那儿 Look, there he is.
你说他隔着玻璃能认出我们吗 Do you think he's recognized us through the glass?
别 别 No, no, no.
我们别下去了 Let's not get out.
露丝在车里 Ruth's in the car.
好 Oh, right.
还好吗 How are you?
很好 I'm good.
看看你的头发 Look at your hair.
是啊 头发 Oh, yeah. My hair.
真不敢相信能再次看见你们 I can't quite believe that I have you both here.
是不是仿佛回到黑尔舍姆时代 Does it feel to you that we're back at Hailsham again?
恍如隔日 Like no time has passed?
恍如隔日 No, it doesn't.
一点儿都没变 对吧 No, it doesn't at all, does it?
真的 还真奇怪 It really doesn't at all. It's really weird.
但也挺好 But a good weird, I think.
你们大概都没听说黑尔舍姆关闭了吧 I don't suppose you both heard that Hailsham was closed?
残存的其他校舍跟养鸡场似的 The only schools left now, you hear they're like battery farms.
比如晨谷 Like Morningdale.
不过肯定有夸张的成分 I'm sure that's an exaggeration, though.
确定我们没走错吗 Are you sure we're going the right way?
好像锁上了 It's locked, it looks like.
没听说门是锁着的 No one said anything about this.
没人说过有扇锁了的门 No one said anything about a locked gate.
露丝 别紧张 没事的 Ruth, just relax. It's okay.
可以从这儿进去 Can walk through here.
快来 Hey, come on.
不知道黑尔舍姆现在是不是也这样了 I wonder if that's what Hailsham looks like now.
凯茜 你有其他同学的消息吗 Do you ever hear, Kath, about any of the students from Hailsham?
偶尔听说 Sometimes, yeah.
我听说阿曼达第一次捐献时就终结了 I heard that Amanda completed on her first donation.
这只是冰山一角吧 I think that happens more than they ever tell us.
我们康复中心有个人 Yeah, there was this guy at my care center
他总怕自己第一次捐献就终结 who was always really scared of completing on his first donation.
结果没事 But it was all fine.
他刚捐完第三次 And he's just come through his third one now,
整个人好极了 and he's completely all right.
有意思吧 我不觉得 It's funny, I don't think...
我知道我做不了合格的看护 Well, I know I wouldn't have been a very good carer,
但某种程度上我是个合格的捐献者 but in a way I actually think I'm quite a good donor.
这是我们的职责 不是吗 That's what we're supposed to be, isn't it?
希望你们能原谅我 I'd like you to forgive me.
虽然我不敢奢求 I don't expect you to.
原谅你什么 Forgive you for what?
拆散你和汤米 For keeping you and Tommy apart.
我一直都知道应该是你们俩在一起 Should have been you two together, I always knew it.
我的所有记忆都这么告诉我 As far back as I can remember.
不是因为延期的传言 It wasn't just because of the rumors about deferrals.
而是因为我嫉妒 It was because I was jealous.
你们拥有真爱 而我没有 You had real love and I didn't,
我不想孤独一人 and I didn't want to be the one that was left alone.
这是我做过的最卑鄙的事了 It's the worst thing I ever did.
现在我想补救 And now I want to put it right.
怎么补救 露丝 I don't know how you can do that, Ruth.
我可以 I can
如果你们成功延期 if you two get a deferral.
太晚了 露丝 It's too late for that, Ruth.
真的太晚了 想想都觉得傻 Way too late. It's stupid to even think about it.
不晚 你们看了就知道 It isn't too late. Look, you'll see, both of you.
我之所以组织这次旅行 I wanted to do this trip
就是想给你们个东西 because I had something that I wanted to give you.
夫人的地址 It's Madame's address.
她负责受理申请 你们需要去找她 That's who you apply to. That's who you have to go and see.
你从哪儿搞到的 How did you get this?
这很艰难 It wasn't easy,
但这几年我一直反思自己的所作所为 but I've had years to think about what I did.
一直想怎么弥补原来的过失 And years to try and work out a way to make it right.
在农舍小屋的时候我就开始画了 I started doing them when we were at The Cottages.
去找露丝原型后的第二天 The day after we went to find Ruth's Possible.
我意识到如果要申请延期 I realized that if I was ever going to apply for a deferral,
必须拿出点儿作品 then I'd have to show them something.
这几年我画了几百张 And I've done hundreds of them over the years.
美极了 They're wonderful.
真的吗 What? Really?
是的 Yeah.
谢谢你 Well, thank you.
我之前从未给别人看过 I have never showed anyone them until now.
它们都是我的秘密 They were my secret.
正如那些色情杂志是你的秘密 Just like you and those porno magazines.
你还记着 You remember that?
是呀 Yeah.
露丝说你不懂我那时在干什么 Ruth said you didn't understand what I was doing.
不 我觉得是她不懂你在干什么 No, I don't think she understood what you were doing.
她以为你爱看色情图片 She thought you were looking at the dirty pictures
是想了解性知识 in order to find out about sex
想要知道自己忽略了什么 and to find out what you were missing out on or something.
但我知道 I knew.
我知道你在找自己的原型 I knew you were looking for your original.
我之前有时会有很强的性冲动 I used to have these huge urges to have sex sometimes.
有时会强烈得 And sometimes they'd be so powerful,
好像和谁睡都行 I just thought I'd do it with anyone.
我想这向我透露了某种信息 So I thought that had to tell me something.
关于我是什么人克隆出来的 Something about the kind of person I was modeled on.
很蠢吧 It's stupid,
但我猜在那些色情杂志里 but I guessed the magazines
我最可能找到她 would be the most likely place I'd find her.
性冲动是与生俱来的 You know those urges are natural, don't you?
每个人都有 你现在知道了吧 You know all of us had them. You know that now, right?
我们从巴士拉出发 "From Basrah we sailed,
日复一日 夜复一夜 漂洋过海 Day after day, night after night, over the sea,
走访一座又一座岛屿 一片又一片陆地 Visiting island after island and land after land,
贩卖或交易物品 Selling or bartering our goods at each.
阔别陆地数周之后的某天 One day, after some weeks of sailing out of sight of land,
我们在茫茫大海中看见了一座绿意浓浓的小岛 We saw an island in the sea with such fair greenery
宛若伊甸园中的一座花园 That it appeared like one of the gardens of Eden.
船长立刻向这座美丽的岛屿进发 At once the captain made towards this delectable land
抛锚铺梯之后 And, when the anchor had been cast and the ladder lowered,
让乘客们上岸 Allowed his passengers to disembark."
别停 Don't stop.
露丝的情报无误 街道门牌号等全都对 Ruth got it right. Right street, right door, everything.
我们得决定带哪些作品去 We have to decide which of my drawings we're gonna take.
只挑最好的吧 大概六七幅 Just take the best ones. Maybe six or seven of them.
- 你得帮我 - 好的 - You have to help me. - Yeah, I know.
那么我们要去了 So, we'll just go there.
下周 Next week.
我带你出去体检 I'll take you out for lab tests,
我帮你申请一整天的外出许可 I'll sign you out for the whole day
回来的路上去拜访夫人 and we'll visit Madame on the way back.
我们要去做了 We're going to do it.
我觉得应该跟你说一声 I thought you should know.
你们是要去申请吗 You're going to apply?
是 Yes.
很好 Good.
夫人 Madame?
抱歉 Sorry.
我们不是故意吓您的 We didn't mean to startle you.
我们曾是黑尔舍姆的学生 We were at Hailsham.
我叫凯茜 这是汤米 I'm Kathy. This is Tommy.
我们不是来找麻烦的 We're not here to give you any trouble.
黑尔舍姆的学生吗 From Hailsham?
只想来和您谈谈 We just came to talk to you.
我给您带了点儿东西 And I brought you some things.
您可能会想放进画廊的一些东西 Some things you might like for your Gallery.
进来吧 Come inside.
稍等一会儿 Please, wait here.
看 是黑尔舍姆 Look, it's Hailsham.
凯茜 是黑尔舍姆 Kathy, it's Hailsham.
跟我记忆里的一模一样 That's exactly how I remember it.
请坐 Please, sit down.
那么 So...
我们相爱 We're in love.
真心相爱 禁得住鉴定的爱 And it's true love. It's verifiable.
禁得住鉴定的 我明白了 Verifiable. I see.
继续 Go on.
好 Well,
我们听说了延期的事 we'd heard about the deferrals.
也发现了设立画廊的真正目的 And we'd worked out the purpose of The Gallery.
什么目的 Tell me the purpose.
通过我们在黑尔舍姆的作品 To use our art from Hailsham
检视我们的灵魂 to look into our souls,
鉴定我们是否有资格延期 which would verify that we deserved a deferral.
但问题是 But the problem is
我当时不太明白 I was a little bit mixed up back then
都没认真创作 and I didn't really do any art,
故您从未选中我的画 so you never took anything of mine.
我知道这是我的错 I know, I know that that is my fault
可能太晚了 and it is probably much too late,
但我今天带了些作品 but I brought some stuff with me today.
这是我的画册 This is a book of stuff and...
还有一些其他作品 Other stuff here.
有些是我最近完成的 Some of them I've done quite recently,
其他 and others
是前些年画的 差别挺大 were done several years ago, so there's a real spread.
您已经有一大堆凯茜的画了 You already have a load of stuff from Kath already.
那些年她入选的作品很多... She got loads of stuff into The Gallery over the years, didn't...
我很遗憾 I'm sorry.
我从不知道该做什么 I never know what to do.
我来接着说吧 I'll take it from here.
谢谢 乔治 Thank you, George.
凯茜·H和汤米·D Kathy H and Tommy D.
我记得你们 I remember you both.
凯茜很聪明 很有创意 Kathy, a bright girl, and so creative.
汤米心胸广阔 脾气很差 And Tommy, a big heart and terrible rages.
你们要明白 You have to understand,
黑尔舍姆是最后一个考虑伦理的地方 Hailsham was the last place to consider the ethics of donation.
我们让你们通过艺术展现自身能力 We used your art to show what you were capable of.
证明克隆人也是人类 To show that donor children are all but human.
但我们却是在给一个根本无人问津 But we were providing an answer
的问题提供答案 to a question no one was asking.
如果要让人们重新回到黑暗 If you ask people to return to darkness,
挣扎在肺癌 乳腺癌 the days of lung cancer,
运动神经元疾病的痛苦之中 breast cancer, motor neurone disease,
他们一定不同意 they'll simply say no.
以前每年都有两到三对情侣过来 We used to get two or three couples like you a year.
最近少了 Not so much these days.
这么久以来 你们是第一对 You're the first for quite a while.
来申请延期吗 To apply for a deferral?
汤米 没有什么延期 There are no deferrals, Tommy.
根本没有延期这回事 从来没有 There are no deferrals. And there never have been.
画廊不是要鉴定你们的灵魂 We didn't have The Gallery in order to look into your souls.
而是为了看你们是否有灵魂 We had The Gallery to see if you had souls at all.
明白吗 Do you understand?
是 Yes.
画真的很棒 Your drawings are very good.
如果你愿意 我可以收下 If you want, I'll keep them.
谢谢您和我们聊天 Thank you for talking to us.
可怜的生物 You poor creatures.
我也希望能帮你们 I wish I could help you.
抱歉 能停一下吗 我想出去 Sorry, can we stop for a second? I need to get out.
汤米走了两周了 It's been two weeks since I lost him.
我也接到通知 I've been given my notice now.
一个月后我要进行第一次捐献 My first donation is in a month's time.
我来到这里 想象童年消逝后 I come here and imagine that this is the spot
所有遗失的美好都在这里堆积 where everything I've lost since my childhood has washed up.
我告诉自己 如果真是这样 I tell myself if that were true,
我又等得够久 and I waited long enough,
远方地平线上就会出现一个小小的身影 then a tiny figure would appear on the horizon across the field
并逐渐变大 终于我发现那是汤米 and gradually get larger until I'd see it was Tommy.
他会向我招手 He'd wave
可能还呼唤着我的名字 and maybe call.
我就不再奢望更多了 I don't let the fantasy go beyond that.
不能再幻想下去了 I can't let it.
我告诉自己 I remind myself
能和他拥有一段美好时光已经很幸运了 I was lucky to have had any time with him at all.
我不确定的是 What I'm not sure about
我们的生命 is if our lives have been so
同我们所救的人真的有天壤之别吗 different from the lives of the people we save.
我们都终结了 We all complete.
或许我们中都没有人真正了解自己的遭遇 Maybe none of us really understand what we've lived through
或觉得自己有充足的生命 or feel we've had enough time.
当我们散落在天涯 When we are scattered afar and asunder
今日共歌之人各奔东西 Parted are those who are singing today
当我们蓦然回首 不禁忆起 When we look back and forgetfully wonder
学习玩耍时的模样 What we were like in our learning and play
美好的日子将拉近彼此的距离 Oh, the great days will bring distance enchanted
阳光雨露下的清新岁月 Days of fresh air in the rain and the sun
我们嬉戏游耍 兴高采烈 How we rejoiced as we struggled and panted
梦境的回声中 黑尔舍姆永存 Echoes of dreamland, Hailsham lives on